Do i forego tense for pleasure? no lamb never cared for tense, however i do for pleasure and it’s been pleasure, and its relationship with this blog, that has been plaguing my thoughts for a while now but i had a delightful realisation over the weekend and in one fell swoop actioned flipmode..
perhaps i’m justifying this direction because i know that over thinking this blog is a problem and the best bit about it is that it doesn’t matter..
i just need to get back to my instantaneous thinking and spontaneous doing. It’s been the framework for my entire ethos and i’m letting responsibility and concern misdirect me.
I have no actual problems but i’m struck by contradiction.. on one hand i deleted my personal facebook a year ago because of the lack of distinction between the real world and the facade of personality that social media grants ones self and on the other i have this furiously introspective journal of self. i think its fine though, perhaps even ideal
my worst nightmare is having spiders in my hair
from early days of my first musical true love [Yoni Wolf]